BEAUTIFUL WORDS..

through the pain
all my fears
all the tears
you were the one there
had my loss
had my gains
had it all
you made me stand tall
like a rock we are
you are the hope
i am the FAITH
we’ll be forever
through all the sun
and rain that comes
I THANK YOU..

by FAIZAL TAHIR..

EMOSI ROLLERCOASTER..

Aku ingatkan aku dah cukup kuat..Tapi air mata aku tumpah jugak bila aku tengok Abang GG aku upload gambar tu..Terasa macam bangang sebab masih tersangkut dengan kesedihan itu. Aku memang tengah fikir pasal dia. Sampai termimpi2 2 hari lepas..huhu..

Bila aku nak kuat?? Bila aku nak boleh terima hakikat?? Betul la cakap orang..You'll never get over it..Aku cuba lupakan terus,atau sekurang2nya ingat yang manis2, tapi manis atau pahit tu tetap terluah dengan air mata.. Yang lain kelu.. bisu..

p/s:thousands words to say, thousands stories to tell, but I just can't find the right word.. so, let my silence tells it all..

BANYAKNYA!!!!!!

Tak nak cakap banyak..
1. Projek Construction Technology due date march 29.
2. Projek designing piling for geotechnique due date April 2nd
3. Assignment numerical due date april 2nd
4. Projek civil engineering quantities
5. Video projek untuk mandrin
6. common test civil engineering quantities

and yet to come... lots and lots of testssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss..

I'll be buried by tonnes of works..

p/s: cuba memujuk hati, " sabaq, nanti qeja lagi la tension. Get used to it. Your strength need to be trained!".. huhu.. sesungguhnya aku rapuh..sangat rapuh..

CERITA PASAL PAK CIK OBAMA.hehe

House passes health-care reform bill without Republican votes
By Shailagh Murray and Lori Montgomery
Washington Post Staff Writers
Monday, March 22, 2010


House Democrats scored a historic victory in the century-long battle to reform the nation's health-care system late Sunday night, winning final approval of legislation that expands coverage to 32 million people and attempts to contain spiraling costs.
The House voted 219 to 212 to approve the measure, with every Republican voting no. The measure now awaits President Obama's signature. In remarks Sunday night, he said that the vote "proved that we are still capable of doing big things. We proved that this government -- a government of the people and by the people -- still works for the people."

House Speaker Nancy Pelosi and her colleagues erupted in cheers and hugs as the votes were counted, while Republicans who had fought the Democratic efforts on health-care reform for more than a year appeared despondent.
"Today we have the opportunity to complete the great unfinished business of our society and pass health insurance reform for all Americans as a right, not a privilege," Pelosi said before the House approved the bill, which first passed the Senate on Christmas Eve.

The debate has consumed Obama's first year in office, with his focus on the issue amid a deep recession and crippling job losses potentially endangering his reelection prospects and Democratic majorities in the House and the Senate. It has inflamed the partisanshipthat Obama pledged to tame when he campaigned for the White House and has limited Congress's ability to pass any other major legislation, at least until after themidterm elections in November.
And it has sparked a citizens' revolt that reached the doors of the Capitol this weekend.

"If we pass this bill, there will be no turning back," House Minority Leader John A. Boehner (R-Ohio) warned on the floor. "In a democracy, you can only ignore the will of the people for so long and get away with it."


The bill will affect virtually every man, woman and child in the United States in some way, from the 20-somethings who constitute one of the largest uninsured groups to poor, childless adults who don't qualify for Medicaid in most states to well-paid professionals who could see their benefits shrink. The health-care debate touched on many highly charged moral issues in American life, and a handful of antiabortion Democrats held up a final deal until late Sunday afternoon, before reaching a breakthrough with the White House.

Along with the Senate's blueprint for reform, the House late Sunday approved a package of fixes to the legislation that will face a potentially rocky journey through the Senate this week. Over the next 10 years, the measure will set in motion a complex series of changes to the health insurance market that will translate into the biggest expansion of coverage since Medicare and Medicaid were created in 1965, and the most ambitious effort ever to restrain health-care costs.
Presidents as far back as Theodore Roosevelt have rued the nation's approach to health coverage, a system that serves relatively well the 150 million Americans who receive health insurance through their jobs but provides few affordable options for people who work part time, are self employed or work for companies that don't offer health benefits.

Obama conveyed to the wavering House Democrats who visited the White House in recent days that he had put his presidency at risk by pushing the House to act on the Senate bill. Although many House Democrats found the Senate legislation lacking, passing it was the only option after Republican Scott Brown won a Massachusetts special Senate election in January and cost Democrats their filibuster-proof majority in that chamber.

The 34 Democratic defectors were fewer than the 39 who voted against the House version approved in November, but the number was substantial enough to underscore the political uncertainty for many Democrats, especially those who represent moderate to conservative districts

92 PERATUS RAKYAT MALAYSIA PERCAYA MEDIA BARU - malaysiakini

Sebanyak 92 peratus rakyat Malaysia mengikuti media baru seperti laman sosial Facebook dan Twitter, kata pensyarah kanan Universiti Malaya Prof Dr Abu Hassan Hasbullah.

Katanya, jika dibandingkan dengan Amerika Syarikat dan Eropah, Malaysia mempunyai lebih ramai pengikut setia media baru yang lebih percayakan laporannya berbanding dengan media arus perdana.

Menggalakkan penyertaan golongan muda dalam jaringan sosial, Abu Hassan mengajak lebih banyak penyertaan golongan tersebut di internet.

Bercakap kepada kira-kira 900 pemuda di Kongres Anak Muda Kebangsaan di Petaling Jaya, Abu Hassan berkata kebangkitan media baru sekarang ini telah menjadi semacam “agama” pada masa kini.

Katanya, untuk membawa perubahan dalam negara ini, orang muda mestilah melangkah setapak lagi memasuki media baru dan meninggalkan politik lama.

“Keluarlah daripada politik primitif dan majulah ke depan,” katanya yang terkenal dengan kajian masa depan melalui pusat kajiannya Zentrum Future Studies.

p/s: ni aku punya point masa 1st presentation BEL..

REDAH, REDHA..

Minggu ni aku redah dengan penuh kegilaan!hahaha.. Tak pernah2 aku turun KL seorang diri, aku buat. Alhamdulillah, selamat sampai untuk bertemu kakak dan keluarganya di Hotel Citin..hehe.. Ini kali kedua aku pura2 "confident" untuk cuba sesuatu yang baru.muahahaha..agak bangga dengan diri sendiri sebab aku yang aku kenal mungkin tak buat benda macam tu dalam keadaan waras. Tapi aku suka, sebab ianya tak dirancang dan aku redah saja ikut sedap hati aku. Seperti yang aku tulis dulu, kita paling banyak belajar apabila sesuatu yang tak dirancang terjadi. Tapi apa yang penting kita kena bersiap untuk segala kemungkinan. Hope for the best, prepare for the worst.

Sebenarnya mood hari ni tak berapa ok. Sebagaimana rasa yang aku simpulkan untuk post yang lepas, aku masih berada dalam mood itu.huhu..Semoga aku kuat untuk terus redah segalanya lagi setahun setengah.


p/s:aku bukan seorang kawan yang cool,
yang bisa diajak lepak hujung minggu..
aku bukan seorang yang pintar,
untuk berdebat berdiskusi ilmu..
aku bukan seorang yang berbaloi,
untuk kau peduli hidup dan mati....
aku bosan dan membosankan..
atau mungkin aku terlalu sukar untuk dimengerti,
lantas mereka putus asa cuba memahami...
sudah kunyatakan awal2,
jangan cuba selami selirat hati,
cuma redha terima aku begini..
seadanya..

JANGAN PEDULI.

Jangan peduli
Biarkan aku di situ,
Aku senang begitu..

Biarkan aku dengan duniaku.
Jangan peduli..
Kau tak perlu cuba selami,
Kerna kau takkan pernah dapat mengerti
Segala selirat hati ini

Aku dan hidupku,
Mencari bahagia sendiri,
Indah untuk kau dan aku tak serupa..
Sunyi bagiku nikmat,
Sepi untuk kau lara..

Jadi jangan peduli..
Kerna aku yang pilih untuk begitu


p/s: kesimpulan untuk rasa ini..tak terluah lagi segala yang terbuku.Ini saja yang mampu aku hambur.. (T_T)

MERANCANG, TERANCANG, DIRANCANG.hahaha

Minggu ini aku agak santai. Walaupun ada ujian hari sabtu ni, aku masih boleh rehat dengan gaya bebas.muahahaha.. Aku dengan selamba kodoknya ponteng Math semalam,dan tak hantar assignment Geotech.Sebab aku buhsan, setiap minggu nak bagi assignment, apa hal entah. Math plak sebab aku belum pernah ponteng, jadi merasmikan la.hehe..

Hidup kalau terlalu dirancang akan jadi bosan jugak kan? Kita paling banyak belajar dalam hidup apabila sesuatu yang tak dirancang atau jangka terjadi. Aku suka ianya begitu. Mencabar sikit hidup yang kaku itu. Tapi kalau hidup tak berperancangan pun haru biru jugak.Jadi, rancang apa yang patut, dan bila sesuatu yang tak dirancang berlaku, anggaplah satu adventure!

p/s: Ikut perancangan ADRENALIN keluar esok. Dan aku merancang nak beli album FT itu. Ya! Aku masih obses.Dan aku tak pernah merancang untuk obses kepada FT.hahaha... merepek dengan seronok betul ni!!!

BENCINTA.

It's a curse! The more you hate them, the more you wanna see them. Diulang dan terus diulang, jangan harapkan kesempurnaan daripada manusia. Human is not angel.. Aku nak membebel. Tapi terlalu banyak. Jadi ini sahaja yang tersimpul. Selebihnya, biarlah tersirat dalam2 untuk hati aku.

p/s : kalau benci sekalipun, tinggalkan sedikit ruang untuk rasa cinta, kalau cinta sekalipun tinggalkan sedikit ruang untuk rasa benci. Orang yang cakap, bukan aku.. :)

SUCCESSFULLY RUINING IT.

I need to write. It has become an addiction. Okay, why is that I'm writing in English?
huhu.. This is what lead me to this. I've successfully blew my first presentation early today. Stumbling upon my words,twisting my tongue, cut in short; It's a failure.huhu. What went wrong? I'm not prepared. I really am.haha.. and the best part is, all of these happened in front of him.. sigh..

Arghh.. Let be it.. I must start thinking of my second presentation, and this time I'll make them amazed.. I wish..hehehe. I realize one thing today. I didn't speak English for quite a while..Maybe that's the main reason why is that so hard for me to find my words when delivering my presentation. Or I lost my words when I'm in front of him??hahaha. I bet he didn't even listen to my presentation.wakakaka.. Stupid me!!

Let be it!!!! I'll succeed in my second task! I will! and I must!..