DENIAL.

I try not to mention his name,

Just to forget him,

But I kept seeing him everyday in my dream.

I try to accept the fact that he's no more around,

But i cannot bare the feeling of being left alone.

Each day I thought that I'm stronger than ever,

But when night falls my eyes are blurred with tears.

Keep telling myself "life goes on",

But I was never sure that I'm ready to move on.

p/s: masuk ramadhan yang ini, aku dah 2 kali puasa tanpa dia. semua dah tak sama. Aku pun dah tak sama.. Al-Fatihah.